ENTRY 9: MISSING HIM? O.o

I hate times like this...




Times that I am missing him...






Ayoko ng pakiramdam na nami-miss ko sya, it bring me sadness and the pain also goes back. Pag sya ang nagiging topic or anything na related sa kanya dun ako nakakaramdam ng pagka-miss, at kasabay ng pagre-reminisce ay ang pagbalik ng heartache(s).






Lalo na ngayon at rainy season na, mas nakakadagdag ng pagiging emotional ang buhos ng ulan.






I know I shouldn't miss him cause I know he don't. Pero anung magagawa ko?






Ilang months pa lang since the last time I saw him, but I already missed him badly. How much more if it takes years? Sana naman magsawa ang puso ko pati na rin isip ko sa kakaisip sa kanya. :'(










How I wish I can get him off of my mind....














and my heart....